Sunday, December 4, 2011

Remember When I Said...

That I could handle being a teen mother?? I am 100% not ashamed to admit that I was wrong. I am in a child development class at school and this weekend I had to take home this fake baby that cries when it needs changing, feeding, burping or rocking. It is on a real infant schedule so yest, it wakes me up in the middle of the night. Tonight is my last night with it and I am not looking forward to it at all. Mothering is tiring, constant and time consuming and I am in no way ready for it at this point in my life. It also doesn't help that I have no emotional attachment to my "baby" (looks just like a doll with a computer chip inside!). I do not want to do it anymore! And it's only been 2 days. I'm praying that this baby does not keep me up all night because I have school tomorrow, but alas it has been sleeping nearly all day so I'm expecting the worst....oh boy.


Thursday, December 1, 2011

Im Still Here!

I really was planning on writing a nice, detailed, well thought out post but I don't have the energy or time right now. Tomorrow for sure!!! Don't lose faith in me, I appreciate anyone who is reading this! You make my day!